The last time i posted here was like a month ago hahaha
After sqdms mentioned about the blog war 2 years ago, i went to our blog's drafted posts and saw the things that happened 2 years ago and couldn't help thinking how much we changed/grown (in both the good and bad ways) and how different we are now. we have done/said alot of wrong things in the past few years, whether they are to our own squad or to others, but no matter how much we want to and no matter what we can't turn back now. when we were cadets, we promised to learn from the hard times and mistakes, but today as ncos we guiltily say we're sorry to ma'ams and the unit because we aren't very good ncos. (plus the guilt about nyct...hai.)
Now we focus on training the next generation to be better than us. painful to scold them, yes, but we can't let them follow our footsteps right? inflict the pain now and save the future regret. ma'ams were right to say that we'll understand only after we become ncos. i now understand how ma'ams cared and worried so much for us and how troublesome our squad may have been. hopefully in time to come the unit will understand our difficulties and why we do things the way we do. 16 july will be the day we pass out, sqdms. and hopefully 16 july is the day the unit starts anew and chases back the reputation and standards we've made the unit lose. (sounds so negative so i shall end of positively)
JIAYOU SQDMS. npdp, vcb, nyst, nyqt, anything that's coming!
sqdmsjiayouiloveyounomatterwhat:)
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