OMG CLARTAN!!! you make me want to post too!!!!!!!!!!! IM HAVING A SUPER MIXED FEELING NOW! IM SUPER HAPPY BECAUSE I LOVE SQDMS BUT IM FEELING SUPER DDDx BECAUSE THE TIME LEFT VERY LITTLE!

i feel damn sad that i missed out last year because i seriously lost the passion for nynp after sec 1!!!! SRY SQDMS! but i started feeling it super strongly again this yr!!!! SQDMS ROCK!
hmm lets go by class(then alphabetically if needed):

PUAYLING! I LOVE U BEING MY SHI WEI!!! we are a skinny shi but we're pro!!! although i haven succeeded tiao tiao on u be4 but i hope i will get the chance to!!! u're the person that huangs with me during caiqing in the shi!!! then one that i grab all the orange peel from and hope that i'll be able to throw them out far far away~! the person that holds me when doing tan4 jiao3! I LOVE YOU SHI WEI!

PEITING! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SMILEY!!! +) u're the person that lives next door!(3/2) pro at chinese and CUTE! every time i look at u i want laugh already!!! xDDD the person that likes to take a lot of photos! the person that makes me happy just by smiling!!! the person that looks like a teddy bear that is nice to hug!!(though i dun hug ppl) the person that is gd at comforting ppl too!!! xDDD

SUAG! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SUAG!!! cause i can suan u! and i always get to! you can continue to try to suan me back! xDDD the person that scolds ppl that call me jj because of ur idol! the person that does weird things during mo! the person that never fails to go "oh shit jap hw!" the person that turned into a mei2 nv3 after cutting her hair short! the person that is emotional and makes me feel bad sometimes for suan-ing u! but i suan u cause i love u!!! xDDD

PEIYIN!(pain) I LOVE YOU FOR BEING CHEERY!!! you are cheery and good at handicraft! i love the nyst(what is that called) thing you made!!! its really nice!!! and thx for being so morally upright against me who has screwed logics!!! thx for being responsible against a bunch of irresponsible and lazy ppl! you're the person that was in aunties with me for stc! you're the person that always goes "jiajia!" when i say something self-thought-to-be-logical! xDDD

NICOLE! I LOVE YOU FOR (not ur laughter) BEING HIGH!!! so pls dun be not high xDD although i dun like ur laughter but ur always saying weird and random things that make me laugh just looking at u say them!! most of the time im not laughing at what u say but im laughing at u!!! xDDD (thats not a bad thing btw xDDD) you're the person that laughs unexpectedly loud at inappropriate times! the person that listens me niao glenda! the person that is in UGBC TEAM 2 WITH ME! xDDD

KHENGWEE! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING A GOOD LISTENER!!! for listening to my crap in sec 1 and 2! although we were in different cliques in class, we would wait for each other then rush down to meet sqdms! xDDD the person that is logical which contrasts me! the person that argues with me! xDDD the person that comforted me when i needed it in sec 1 and 2!!(although i bet u dun remember) xDDD

ZIHAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING NICE!!! the person that waves to me when walking pass although its expected that i may dao cause i always nvr see!!! the person that plays the piano well!! xDD(although u always play it suddenly when no one is looking!) you're the person that says random things that sometimes i really dun get!! the person that works hard and trains hard!!! xDDD i want to run with u in the morning if i get the chance next time!! xDDD

CAOJI! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING BLUR!!! the person that talks about a different topic when we're talking!! xDDD the person that sits beside me for jap lesson!! the person that wants to kill tan sensei with me!!! you're the person that makes me damn happy just by changing topic to talk bout something else!! the person that states random comments!!! the person that i enjoy talking bout anime with!! CODE GEASS FTW! xDDD the person that i always talk in chinese(&jap) with!!! xDDD

GLENDA! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE!!! haha you're most of the time there(literally) when i am! the person that was there with me throughout JUNE 5! the person that takes bus with me! (although now u got someone else to take with liao) xDDD the person that is super tan qiang and can forget to take medicine!! the person that i have said "i dun squadmate you liao" the most to!! the person that loves sqdms too much, works super hard and puts everything on herself!!! the person that says that sqdms 有些话是不用说的 but yet always tries to ask me what i want to say!!! xDDD the person that goes to the store with me and stays until late late!!! the person that share the same feng1-ness with me when it comes to ma'ams!! the person that makes me send weird messages to yung hian ma'am!!! xDDD the person that makes me do all sorts of weird stuff!!! (omg glenda i got too much things to say to u, spend too much time jiu shi zhe yang lah~, but anw, u can feel the rest of it since sqdms 之间有些话是不用说的)

YANNI! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING AN OCTOPUS!!! or issit a squid? the person that does weird and random actions to me when i see u from like 100m away! the person that studies super hard and is damn smart!!! the person that enlightens me when it comes to cheem english words!!! the person that has a very cute and nice hair now but chooses to tie it up just because its hot!! xDDD you're the person that goes for the same clep lecture as me! the person that tells me weird countries and random facts during mo! xDDD

CLARTAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING UNPREDICTABLE!!! although sometimes its predictable! but omg ur the most extreme person i knw! the person that influences me damn easily!! the person that comforts me the most!! the person that wrote weird letters to me in sec 1!!(that i still treasure of cos!!!) the person that seriously makes me happy just talking to u!!! the person that keeps her emotions to herself and carries mine when i complain to her!!! the person that will always sense it when i feel down!! the person that is such a nice person!!!(just that she doesnt knw) the person that can be SUPER EGO at times!!!xDDD you're the person that says random things to express ur love for sqdms!!! the person that can be too rash but i hope we will always be there to stop u in time!! xDDD the person that sometimes has attitude problem but its not as bad as u think it is!! you're too considerate! the person that can high with u at super random times!! xDDD (omg another sqdm i hav too much things to say)

ALICIA! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SPORTING!!! the person that has no difficulty communicating with anybody!! xDDD the person that cuts her hair super short so it stands! the person that comes up with weird ideas like going for hair for hope!!! i really want to go!!! but my parents dun allow! the person that looks cute without specs in the morning! xDDD the person that is super funny and i feel is chao friendly even though we're not friends, we're SQDMS!!! you're the person that i can talk a lot of crap with! xDDD

WENXIAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING LOGICAL!!! the person that i love debating with for hours because we both dun giv up and in the end normally we still dun get a conclusion! the person that loves physics with me!!! xDDD the person that is super selective with what she is going to do!! the person who tells me random facts that she finds because of her superb and amazing curiousity! xDDD the person that is damn damn damn smart(probably the smartest in the sqd) but never finishes her homework because she is a perfectionist!!! the person that makes the most sense if u take her words seriously! xDDD the person that questions things and makes me think a lot!!! xDDD the person that can tell me weird stuff like "eh i haven bathe yet leh" at like 1am!!! the person that i can talk to until like 3am in the morning about super random but logical stuff!!! in other words, the person that can be philosophical with me!!! xDDD aiya too much stuff.

LYNN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING CUTE(and gay)!!! you're the person that can read my mind!!! the person that has given me wonderful birthday presents that i ask for!!! thank you for the snail last yr! and the green tea, katekyoshi hitman reborn poster and the card (which was supposed to play a song when i open it) this yr!!! the person that goes for hip hop lesson with me and malu ourselves there!! the person that can split and do amazing stuff!! the person that loves chayedan and i still owe u one!!! xDDD the person that accepts my weird suggestions like making the passion card with the printed name as EGG GIRL!! the person that makes me believe weird stuff!! the person that laughs at me for being suag!(like the thermometer and toilet incident) the person that i wished could stay in the same jap class as me this yr! the person that sat beside me for jap last yr! the person that i aim to beat! xDDD the person that understand fully the double meaning of onion! o.o too much stuff again...

AIRCON! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING COLD!!! the person that blows me with cold air and cools down my ego!! the person that runs with me in the morning!!! the person that we interchange complains!!! xDDD the person that rants her anger with me!! the person that has the same running morals as me!! the person that also tells me weird countries during mo!!! xDDD and slps in mo super obviously!!! the person that works hard and makes me work hard at the same time!!! the person i reason with bout weird issues!!! the person that understand a lot of things!!! xDDD the person i talk emotional stuff with!!! the person that pokes me all the time!!! (and sneak-attacks me!!!) xDDD another person that keeps at least half of her sad face away!!! the person that gives me weird and gay smiles from far away~! the person that is super spastic but u'll never knw at first sight!! the person that i can eat with for 30 min and can spend the next 2hrs sitting there and having a one-sided speech!! xDDD oops.

ESTHER! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING WEIRD!!!(unique!xDDD) you're the person that would start jumping for no reason and get high! or suddenly get pissed and something and look scary!! the person that can be super rationale if u want to be but can get ur morals screwed when u want it to be!!! xDDD the person that has a cool house that i love to go!!! the house with taps that i wasnt able to use on the first try! you're the person that likes to go high and dance!!! like dancing nobody and sorry sorry!!! the person that can be loud!! the person that can just think of really random stuff to do!!!(like race with suag in the quad form sqd circle to the end of the quad -.-) the person that sounds cute when trying to speak chinese!! the person that is hardworking and smart with stuff that gravitates todays LA and humanities! the person that can just use cheem english without any difficulty!! xDDD the person that is basically weird!!(i mean unique!!!) xDDD (long~)

HAHA SRY SQDMS THAT I WROTE SHORTER STUFF TO! THE LONGER MSGS ARE MEANT TO THANK THOSE SQDMS THAT IM REALLY GRATEFUL TO ALL THIS 3 YEARS!!!

i dun think i left anyone out other than myself but i talk to myself too much so it doesnt really matter xDDD

a quote from italo calvino "Memory really matters...only if it binds together the imprint of the past and the project of the future, it it enables us to act without forgetting what we wanted to do, to become without ceasing to be, and to be without ceasing to become."In other words, our memory has to be strong enough for us to act without forgetting what we wanted to do, to learn without ceasing to be the same person, but it has to be weak enough to allow us to keep moving into the future.

Our memory has to be strong enough to remember what we have done together but it has to be weak enough for us to forget the bad stuff that has happened before and continue moving on as a squad! we must gogoalgold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!