Hey Squadmates!

Nicole here. I know it's been long since I last posted something...hmmm. anyway squadmates! thanks for all the super touching messages! I cried D: accidentally :X LOL! anyway.

Squadmates, thanks for always being there for me! I know this year, ever since I went to my new class, I stopped coming down for some squad activities like squad lunch and recess. I'm really sorry but then nicole misses you guys alot. really. Sometimes when I walk past squad table I really feel like joining you guys but I can't just dump my classmates. I know you guys are always there at the same squad table every break gossiping abt guys/fa feng-ing/fandoming! although this sounds really weird but when I have breaks with my classmates I will bu zhi bu jue keep looking over at squad table and see you guys laughing about random stuff. sigh. I really miss having breaks with you guys D:

I know this year I've suddenly become weirdly emotional and stressed up. Thanks to my dear squadmates who were always there to listen to my ranting and comforting me! Speaking to squadmates and speaking to my classmates is really different. Somehow when I'm with squadmates, I feel free to express myself in any way (although it is not necessarily good. Sigh. I know I'm really straightforward sometimes! If I've hurt your feelings accidentally, I'm really sorry!). Somehow I think squadmates understand me the best in the entire world and no matter when I feel like breaking down, I can just pick up the phone and dial for any squadmate's number and you guys will be there for me!

Things have changed alot since I've been seperated into different classes from peiting and glenda. I know I've redrawn myself from a lot of squad activites but somehow, suddenly, like clarissa (okay not really), I found out how much I really really really really really love squadmates!!!!

I know i know (again) that I've changed alot this year but thanks to squadmates for always accepting nicole the way she is :) Though my dearest squadmates always say that my bangs are qian bian. always say that i very ai mei. say that my laughter very weird. somehow (aiyo so many somehow -.-) all these stuff are the great memories I have of my adorable squadmates!

squadmates please stop sleeping so late at night! D: I dont want to see you guys so tired and beaten up D: squadmates i dont want you guys to be sick D: i dont want to see squadmates cried because we didnt meet up to our expectations. i dont want to see squadmates upset because of bastards D:

AHHHH! Squadmates I love you all a lot D: I don't want to leave you all at the end of next year D: I really don't want. D: When I leave nanyang, my best memories will be you guys and all the silly lame jokes we crack together...

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squadmates dont forget our squadmateship yah. and dont forget how you made nicole cry because she posted this. D:

my thoughts are super random. ah well...

song dedication: say goodbye by sclub7 :D

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies