是否記得 守護天使的遊戲?

從我抽到你的卡片起, 不再是一個人的回憶.

YouTube - Potter Puppet Pals - The Happy Happy Birthday Song

to my dear t3 squidies or non marksmen or non st squids:

YOYOZX this is your t3 captain :D mm tmr is st finals! even we're not in st, or in (t3!) or almost got into st etcetc, we're still squids so we still remain as the shooters' pillar of support (: and we're here for them, and be there for them though not physically but mentally and we'll be strong for them! :D

to the shooters:

jiayou for tmr(: its the time where nynp shooters go out and do their shooting in the nynp way, but this time with another great goal gogoalgold! :D so dajia remember to help our squad shi xian our gold dream and jiayou okay (: cos you'll be able to make it. be it indiv champion or team champion/runner up. yal will be able to make it because you guys are from nynp, you guys are from batch 41, and you guys have wonderful non st sqms supporting you! :D its natural to feel worried/anxious but remember to sleep early and eat healthy! :D and remember if you guys feel lost you have a trusty compass and gps who are both not in st, but still supporting you. and when you're nervous you have a personal aircon to cool you down! qi ta de units mei you de leh~~~ only nynp have :D so right,only nynp shld get the khooboonhui back because its waiting for you people to put it into our trophy cabinet where it can stand and shine even brighter than it usually does. remember sleep curfew 10.30! :D got any work can assign then assign to ben da ye i can help yal complete anything if you need help :)


这是我们寄托你的希望。


这是我们给与你们的支持。


而这，是我们给与你的推动力。

Haha, it's like this song was written for our squad :)

秘密基地

問自己 有沒有難過的回憶
偏偏你 在一旁吐槽當作回應
說一句 宇宙無敵的冷笑點
只有你回應 嘲笑我的低齡

眼前很多難題別擔心 我會更有勇氣
絕招很稀奇 我們一齊出擊

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡不需要言語
那些不好對別人說的事情 我為你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在這裡有歡笑陪你
就算外星人攻擊也不會離去 (我挺你挺到底)

眼前很多難題別擔心 我會更有勇氣
絕招很稀奇 我們一齊出擊

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡不需要言語
那些不好對別人說的事情 我為你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在這裡有歡笑陪你
就算外星人攻擊也不會離去 (我挺你挺到底)
不時在難過 我不屑著去享受
就全力放手 面對批評的音波
更相信 更肯定 彼此的勇氣
又把所有困難闖破

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡不需要言語
那些不好對別人說的事情 我為你搞定
有一座秘密的基地 在這裡有歡笑陪你
就算外星人攻擊也不會離去 (我挺你挺到底)

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說一句 宇宙無敵的冷笑點 - we have Aircon the cold! ^^

眼前很多難題別擔心 我會更有勇氣 - yes sqdms Tan Qiang will be strong :D

絕招很稀奇 我們一齊出擊 - we'll win our battles together!

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡不需要言語 - B41 is my 秘密基地 and my old line haha "sqdms 之间有些话是不用说的"

那些不好對別人說的事情 我為你搞定 - yea man learn to rely :D

有一座秘密的基地 在這裡有歡笑陪你 - like Nicole's peeg laughter xD

就算外星人攻擊也不會離去 (我挺你挺到底) - even if aliens come to attack you i will remain (and we get attacked together xD) and of course 我挺你挺到底 you bobos :)

更相信 更肯定 彼此的勇氣 - yay! believe that every sqdm is strong and believe that she'll stay strong for sqdms ^^

又把所有困難闖破 - we'll overcome all our obstacles bobos, we'll gogoalGOLD! :D

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I love you sqdms! :) 我挺你挺到底 yoxz so jiayou!! 把所有困難闖破!!

-G :D

hello squids!

my post is kind of late but ya it's 100% sincerity and 141% creativity! i bet no one thought of using songs ! I'm such a creative poke! *octopus face at yall*

Nicole you are so nv ren! bang bang bang = bangs!
谁说女人的心易碎
痛过笑过都要面对

女人本色－梁咏琪

Zi Han you float around in a nicely spooky way! i like!
我想说其实你很好，你自己却不知道
暖暖－　梁静茹

Caoji you really should upgrade your ram my dear laogong!
浪漫没天份，反应够迟钝。　不够谨慎，花挑错颜色，但很矛盾喜欢你的笨。
只对你有感觉－飞轮海/ SHE

Clarissa GOGOALGOLD!
我不再做某某某　要你记住我
一枝独秀－罗志祥

Glenda you too tan qiang le.
我喜欢你爱逞强 笨笨的笑脸在心中抬头挺胸 坚定的信念
三个心愿 - FIR

Puay Ling you're such a nice encouraging poke!
因为你曾说 everything will be okay
Always online - JJlin

Pei Ting my head!
你就像天使一样给我依赖　给我力量
天使　－　五月天

Kheng Wee swimswimswim like a fish!
我在你身边游来游去　我不敢出声
小丑鱼－罗志祥

Wen Xian , man, you're so lame!
明明讲冷笑话 像冻到北极 还要我陪你吃冰
败给你－罗志祥

Alicia must be filial to her mama and mamapapa (who is bisexual)
妈妈的辛苦　不让你看见
温暖的食谱在她心里面
听妈妈的话－周杰伦

Pei Yin is a pro dora!! which rhymes with pandora!
心里唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
Superwoman -曹格

Aircon my other head!
做你的舞伴 就算只有几分钟的短暂
舞伴－洪俊扬

YanNi my vampire friend.
活在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
搞笑－罗志祥

Swagu your swagu percentage is still higher than everyone else!
我笑了电影情节太唬人只有单纯的你相信着
明天过后－吴克群

Lynn why you no like xiaozhu anymore!
无师自通任督二脉畅通无比 十八鼓舞艺
精武门－　罗志祥

Esther high dao bao! and you funny person!
改变了黄昏黎明，有你就心跳到不行
恋爱ING －五月天

Jiajia quizmate and weirdybeardy hua!
请多指教美女 五十亿人难得遇见了我 你运气还不错
呛斯呛斯　－罗志祥


and lastly is my song for squadmates!!! dao xiang by zhoujielun.


对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨跌倒了
让squadmates帮你放plaster
squadmates们　像天上的星星一样闪烁
请你打开gmail看看多少人
为NP在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜squadmates因为别人没有

还记得你说quad是唯一的城堡
squadmates们向UOPA奔跑
微微笑 fortyone的梦我知道
不要哭让squadmates给个温暖拥抱
他们很疯狂却很好依靠
squadmates们让ＮＰ真的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的
ＵＯＰＡ要的gold
我们这次拿定了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
要选PT kit上蜜蜂的颜色

笑一个吧
功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐 这才叫做意义
看squadmates玩rugby
下个taupok的人就是你

所谓的那快乐
就是在quad陪着squadmates　疯到暴了
Pitch tent 时候被peg 到手断掉了
谁在偷笑呢
我听着１２拉 吹着风 唱着歌　pitch好了
哦 哦~

squadmates词典中有前进没后退
哦 哦~
把心留给squadmates就不怕心碎
珍惜squadmates 因为别人没有



byeby squidys i'm off for my weekly bloodsucking session. must listen to the songs i dian for yall okay!

sqdms! song dedication to yal :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBGQIf8Zq50&feature=related

I Will Carry You - Clay Aiken

Yeah I know it hurts,
Yeah I know you're scared
walking down the road that leads
to who knows where.
Don't you hang your head
don't you give up yet
when courage starts to disappear
I will be right here.

[Chorus:]
When your world breaks down
and the voices tell you turn around.
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind,
I will carry you.

Everybody cries,
Everybody bleeds,
No one ever said that lifes an easy thing.
Thats the beauty of it,
when you lose your way,
close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day.

[Chorus]

You should know now that you're not alone.
Take my heart and we will find,
you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind,
I will carry you, carry you,
I will carry you, carry you,
I will carry you, carry you,
I will carry you.



be strong, sqdms :) we're always here for each other, so tell yourself no matter what difficulty you're facing, you always have your sqdms ^^ jiayou!

-G :D

DDDx i hate it when i cant help sqdm... its like i just stare at the screen and tears start streaming down and i dunno what to do... and i start getting scared that i might say something wrong but if i dun say anything, it feels wrong too... ahhhh!!!

sqdms when u're sad! although sometimes sqdms wun understand because we're not in that situation, u should just rant everything out to sqdms! and not try to show that ur happy when u knw u arent, its just painful and saddening!

things are super busy now since all the sias are due and we hav a lot more than just that to do. and there are things that just dun go ur way and u feel damn super helpless. just chiong all the way until the next resting point when u see sqdms, then at that time, just fall on us and relax before u get ready for the next part of the race. this race most probably wun end until after fdp so jiayou!

anw sqdms ily! sqdms btw!
-jjxD

AHAHA MY POST FLUSH DOWN ALR!!!
but <3 keep the love coming in^^

WHAO! long posts sia!!+D glenda tan qiang asked me to post, so i shall be nice and post+D
though i will post eventually lah! okok+D
well, i tell u all arh, i dont want join NP at beginning one leh, super buay song, BUT NOW, NEVER REGRET SIA! +DDDDD
squadmates yall are super spas and funny and lame and tall short slim fat and very the best lah+D
every year we confirm have conflict one, sec 1 have 1 or more (i blur one kay! don know whats happening one), sec 2 was the xiong1 one! sec 3 also have! shiok arh! it is these little things that keeps us all together as 17 ppl in 41 yeah+D we also prime no.! +D (and my handphone no. adds up to 41+D so proud of it+D) i know this year, less of us come down, sometimes hardly even see some squadmates at squad table. But we know that squadmates are the ones that cheers us up when we are really sianning and all, is like everytime sian, then go squad table have spas squids like clar tan and glen tan! how to continue to sian!? hahas+D so yeah, squids are the best man!
this year is super super busy so maybe i'm drifting away somehow with my irritating phone calls! ROAR~ but glen say will magnetise me back! so i bu yong dan xin!! and hini is irritating! SQUAD LUNCH!!!
ok i shall dedicate individual thingums+D

Puay Ling!!:
Super over the commit one yeah! must rest more+D hahas+D my neighbour! (301) is like everytime i in class cmi i come complain to u and u also say u cmi! hahas+D we can all go cmi together +D you also must stop lugging everything onto yourself when things go wrong yeah! we are squids! so we all form giant squid and lug together! and you super have initiative! everytime ma'am ask sth, and no one answers (guilty!!) you answer! love u man +D

Peiting +D+D+D+D+D+D+D+D :
Woo! i think you are getting a bit the fat arh! glenda tan win u 1 min le leh! next year fail napfa arh! must go and win her sia! hahas+D and i tink you really cmi in comforting ppl! D+ but jj seems to think otherwise+D hahs+D woo+D

JJ zhou Jiajia!
JJ!! i shall insist in calling u JJ even though ur name is really just J and suag doesn't like it+D you are very very very smart yeah! and very philo! cheem until i blur! you are super pro in fencing and i really like the way u are being straightforward! I think that you are very sexy and pretty yeah and you make me look fat+D love your jokes and leng xiao hua!+D oh and u are very ego! i bet all ur egoness ate ur fats! thats why u so sexy and fatless! +D

Suag!!:
hahas! suagsuag! everytime i reach sch i walk pass your class to look see look see. i tell u arh, sometimes i abit jealous when u with your classmate neh! you are also very sexy though jj is sexier, but u have sexy legs! chiobu yeah! though u also very blur and very suag, u are seriously smart yeah and i really enjoy taking bus back with you for the pass 2 years! thanks for emoing with me sometimes when i complain abt my work and all yeah and don cry so easily yeah, i papa4 ppl cry one!

Lian Peiyin:
hahas! see peiting! lian peiyin! yo+D i like u cos u dora yeah! hahas, no lah, i like u as a squid more+D you are really responsible and i really trust you when it comes to like squad stuff and all and i really must thank you for your patience and all cos i am seriously very irritating when i start to blur out. don be too stress when it comes to administrative stuff k! have squids to help, can ask tinggu the pro phone caller to call ppl cos the phone is my best friend after squids +D

CHENG MIN YI NICOLE!:
u laugh like a peeg!! but i tink its very funny! u made me shoot out when u laugh like a peeg so don do that when i am shooting yeah! hahas, i know between me and you have lots of conflict in sec 2 which was probably the worst conflict that has happened in my life, but it seriously made me learn a lot and i really cherish this friendship/squidship that we have together+D 2 years as classmates was really fun, forming a little 3 man clique with glen! and being the loud and strict assistant math rep (i papa4 you neh!) you are pro sia! hahas+D i envy your loud voice, but please don push it so low! i know you very shang1 xin1 that i don want to give you hugs yeah, but i'll give it to you when i know that it is the right time+D i want to keel all your classmates and drag u back to the squad yeah! (jkjk!!) hahas+D please stop combing your hair when its perfectly fine and i want to snip away ur qianbian bangs! heheh+D you must stop crying yeah, you know poo cannot comfort ppl one, and your erhem is always urs yeah, poo can never take her away! you know, i really feel really happy whenever you wait for me outside my class, or shout my name from outside my class and make my entire class stare, or simply just squeal my name+D

o.O i being bias, so long for you! squids who have shorter ones, it not that poo have nothing to say is just that i really can't express yeah! yall know what i mean! i ai4 every squid equally one yeah!! i shan't say anymore or i yue4 miao2 yue4 hei1! hahs+D

Kheng Wee+):
yoyoyo! hahas i know i complain to you alot in sec 1 if u rmb! the longlong talk in burger king+D hahas+D and i seriously think that you are not fat and stop saying that you are fat! u are super tall so i look up to you and u look down on me D+ ! jkjk+D yea, u must also stop emoing and be confident yeah+D bravo mate 07! hahas+D got scolded together, did weird tomato dance together and lost together but still together+D

ZiHan!!!!:
stop eating ji1 fan4 and eat other stuff yeah! i tell you, sometimes u really very leng3 can! hahas+D u say some random thing that i +_+ diao! hahas+D but you never fail to spot me whenever i walk pass ur class and we wave to each other+D must go quad more!+D u are the super quiet person but i know super pro at piano and basketball!! so must drag us along when u do either to da4 zhan3 quan2 jiao3!!+D

CAOJI!!:
you hor! MIA for like 5 mths! every dalt i will CAOJI!! somemore come back after so long i cannot touch your waist (sounds wrong) anymore! will start jumping away like kena electicuted! i xin tong! hahas+D yeah, u are super gay and the only shi tou that i wont keep saying sorry to when i wu3! you are super pro and i know u are smart can! just that u even more blur than me and always on different frequency! hahas+D i shall cheng quan u and yanni! hahas+D

Glenda Goh the Great that is Gay:
hahas! i think u are very pokable! i want to poke your cheeks whenever i see you. and when u are doing sth serious and ur cheeks will move, i want to laugh+D classmates for 2 years and squids for almost 3, i still find you scary sometimes with your dao face yeah! hahas+D but sometimes you are so super spas and keep wanting to slap me. u should stop putting too much stress on yourself cos is like last fri u look like u were going to cry in the quad when talking abt SIA yeah! sleep earlier+D you are really that type that will emo alot yeah, and ppl like poo who is emotionless cannot feel sometimes so must pardon me. its really encouraging to know that if i drift away, there will always be you here to pull me back and u super nice to talk to yeah!+D
must always sustain the Gohneepoo spirit but now will + SQUIDS!+D i like to wu3 with ur pair yeah+D heheh! bravo 08! spas man! though we lost but we are still pro+D ESCTASY! group e group e ecstasy!!! love our grp man! u and ur complicated relationships in our grp+D and ur VNVC! hahas! i evil-ing here+D heheh! outing tomoro!+D

Tan YANYAN!:
the do-all-the-saikang neck that i cannot survive without. +D you are simply too smart and pro more this head and you should take over! u are seriously very nice to communicate with and work with and is like when we agree on sth we start to open big eyes at each other and "yeah yeah yeah!" hahas+D you are super gay with your octopus thing but i like! +D heheh! ur sexy figure and blackness is cool sia!!+D i like ur biantai tan line +D Esctasy also!! SLC participant with sexy dance! +D

Clar tan!!!:
heheh! you are so super gay and spastic that i cannot stand it! sometimes the way you just get pissed off and start sprouting vulgarities or funny sentences just make me want to laugh!! you are my zhi1 zhu2 mate! and though sometimes you emo, you never fail to stop being emo and end up encouraging others not to be emo! hahas! talk abt u reminds me of the time when we spam photos of the sky and feng1 and laugh when we turn to the right when we da-ing gu! hahas+D and CT'10!!! CHIONG ARH!!!! CT MUST HAVE PT ONE! hahas+D so ego liao!+D oh and i like your hair! we must (with glen) make our hair stand with sweat and run around the place+D Bravo 08! high pitch cheer and funny weird cheers+D hahas+D BUGS BUNNY!

aliCIA!!
if u realise i always call u cia only hahas+D okok! 18 march!!!+D my gor neh! you emo too much this year yeah. its ok its ok, you always have squids behind you yeah, you can come my class and talk to me+D i think u are super cool with your spiky hair style and great sociable skills+D bravo 08 also!!! +D the funny bra bugs or bunny (i can't rmb) with scary bra! hahas! +D gungho man!

HUANG WEN XIAN!:
hahas+D CT team 1 +D the one with all the creative ideas and the one with the pro (shoot i forgot what the lash is called)... er...er...er... nvm..! hahas+D OHOH shear lash!!!!+D
yeah, you are super smart and deep one can! but must hand up hw sia! or cannot do np stuff with squids! later squids go and keel teacher to get u back to np activities arh! you should seriously sleep earlier and your legs are also very sexy+D

WEE kun!!!!+D: ( i realise +D: looks like the smiley smiling and frowning at same time! i like!
+D+, ok officially my new smiley for mixed feelings!! squids must all go rmb this+D+ or +D: )
hahas+D i rmb we started talking cos of this guy we know from primary sch!! with esther+D hahas+D i don rmb u being fat in sec one can! u are gay with pink yeah! EGG girl+D u are so round! no lah! joking joking+D hahas+D tu es intelligente yeah! quite funny when we start to laugh at each other for no reason and i can't split!! D+ i shall start to flex again! hahas+D but u are the freaky flex one, no one can fight one lah+D hahahahas+D and ur shooting is pro can!+D

Con!!:
hahas, huihan ma'am+D (if u rmb) +D ur new hairstyle makes u look more spas+D i envy u sia! eat so much but won't fat! but u eat slow yea+D its ok! squids will wait for u!+D everytime i see u i papa4 that u'll break! skinny sia! ur leg is as thick as my arm! scary neh! eat more! u and zihan should go yan jiu how to grow a bit fatter+D skinny but uber smart!!! i bet all ur smartness eat fats! thats why so skinny!+D

ESTHER!!!:
the super high person! 15th SLC!!!! WOOOO!+D u are super fun to be with can! like u being straightforward and u should speak more weird accent chinese, cos i like+D ur smartness is to a high level and moi is a person with weak eng foundation so when u speak to me must use simple eng so i can understand+D hahas+D u can su4 ku3 to me abt anything yeah+D can sms me if u are unlimited! if don have don sms me! jk lah+D can sms me anytime man+D hahas like abt ur VC! hahas+D

goodness took so long to post! wanted to do hw! nvm, squids more impt+D hahas+D
i know that stuff i type might be a bit fundamental but i can't express myself well with my lack of vocabulary and horrible grammar that only gets me the SAME score for EVERY compo!
hope i didn't miss anyone out!+D
so bottomline: SQUIDS ARE THE BEST! hahas+D
we can emo together, hate ppl together, malu together and feng1 together! cos we are 41!

F oo foo
O f course-ly amazing
R andom!!
T otally siao4
Y es ma'am with gusto together!
O n arh! when we shuang3 to do sth like our GOGOALGOLD!
N ever say si4 (hokkien) oh my hokkien is jin jia pro sia! according to fb quiz+D
E nthu abt anything and everything we shiok abt+D

haha+D that concludes my extremely long post, for any queries, feel free to contact
+D at my add up to 41 handphone no. or simply tag on this fantastic blog which changed from
batch41-gogogo to
batch41-nonono to
batch41-hohoho!
next time can change to
batch41-yoyoyo! +D i want!! can i change to this like at the end of the year!!+D

-(so obvious who am i with the spamming of +D +D) hahas+D i shall just state my da3 ming2 anyway+D

PEITING +D +D +D +D!!! (MY SMILEYS RULE! BUT SQUIDS CAN RULE BETTER+D)

did you all get a heart attack after seeing the new skin! :D

SQDMS LETS GO KBOX AGAIN SOON! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
now we aim full squad attendance okay! :D then we can go there and sing for 5 hours hohoho. yesterday i sang abit only then today my voice screwed alr -.- anyway squadmates jiayouzzxzxzxzxzxxzzx we'll beat all the obstacles coming in our way ^^

my song is nicer worh




a picture speaks a thousand words and since every second of the video is a picture and there are 5.11 mins of song so it's 311 seconds worht of pictures which means that i typed three hundred and eleven thousand words for you squadmates!!! that's a lot worhx! my geo report is like 10 pages and it only has 3ooo words!

-yan ni who types very fast.

i'll use less than or equal to 7 words to describe everyone hoho

PUAY LING! -trusty and always there :D
PEI TING! -super cute and forever smiling +) <-your trademark smiley for you!:D
JIAJIA! -pretty, talented and super nice ^^
SUAG! T3 VICECAPT -funny and blur but i like (:
PEI YIN!- always there and a good listener! :]
NICOLE! -7 years. super feminine:D
KHENG WEE! - we have lots of common experiences! :D
ZIHAN!- shi tou! basketball is cool yayyyy ;D
YI JIA!- cute little grass! my bodyguard from stalker! :DDD
YAN NI!- gay octopus face! always super calm :D
GLENDA!- superly zai and responsible wo ting ni! (:
ALICIA!- sociable peeg! and you're my classmate yay! :D
WENXIAN!- always make me speechless but ily nevertheless! ;DD
LYNN!- gay person ive been doing alot with you! :]]
ESTHER!- super logical always and i'll anchor you! ^^
HUI HAN!- forever super cute and gay! ^^

ILY SQMS:D
wait for glenda's post^^

Hey sqdms! So many of you have posted hahah so i guess it's my turn :) honestly and really very sincerely i love all your posts :) reading them made me feel very happy i'm serious, i was like overwhelmed with love and i was very, very touched. All i could say to sqdms online to express myself was "I LOVE YOU" (in caps leh J ;D) and :'D because that was truly how i felt :D

Okay so 2009 is quite erm... shall we say 丰富 lol. Didn't expect it to be so busy. Actually we sort of did lah like hearing stories about how busy 2009 is, but i didn't expect it to really be this way. No time during holidays for homework (bleargh) and we got so used to seeing sqdms like everyday almost during holidays that now when go back to school abit weird. Staggered recesses gah and must eat with class :x mm and after today i really really understands what C meant by "sqdms are a natural cure". My mood was epic shit today but when i met yal at Marina Square i totally went from D: to :D! See lah yal are too magical on me liao~ and right after we separated to go home i was back to D: oh well oh well. NATURAL CURE, BE HONOURED SQDMS :)

Soooooo NCOship is unexpectedly near omgxz. Jiayou sqdms, remember this forever: "GOGOALGOLD" we will strive for gold and nothing less and we will achieve that gold! Ah okay i feel like beating J's record i shall write something for every sqdm woohoo! :D

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Cheng Min Yi Nicole:
Qianbianr bangs person! Hahahaha classmate for sec one and two :) i guess we were really very close in sec one and two since err we weren't exactly close to the class hahah everyday go down quad together, eat recess and lunch together, projects together! Then i'll copy chem homework from you also. Hmm NYST team two teammate and UGBC champion team teammate! ^^ we should go UGBC again next year woohoo pwn the rest of the world because we are the best team ever manzzz, win UGBC twice liao! :D okayyyy so don't be so emotional this year dood! No matter what sqdms are always there~ so yao kai xin okay got 16 wonderful people with you always. And always means always, remember this. :) be a happy pig with qianbianr bangs okay hahahaha and don't be so sad easily! I hate it when you cry and knowing that i can't do anything to make you happier ): hmm and stop listening to emo songs! Must listen to happy songs like and feel loved by your squad ^^

Cheo Zi Han:
Hmm okay we're not exactly very close hmm :/ but Alpha08! Great memories :D haha sorry for waking you up in the middle of the second night because i couldn't find my rifle (:x) and i thought you were hugging it like how you did on the first night accidentally LOL. Please be more careful when you go and play ball! Don't get cut by the evil rusty metal green fence again D: xin tong sia seeing that giant slash on your arm omgxz. Haha and why are your fingers so long!! Win me lor~ jiayou for piano lol all i can conclude about your piano is that you can play really damn fast O: just like your running omg very fast very fast! Haha go take part in more sports competitions for NYNP, wei unit zheng guang hor! Bring back shiny gold medals/trophies, then it's like a sign for our UOPA woohoo!! :D and eat more lol you still look anorexic, tsk tsk!

Chua Yi Jia:
You pro-in-everything person! Hahah tsk steal Yan Ni away from you~ too pro already lah tsk tsk. Your shooting is O:-ishly pro, your campcraft is O:-ishly pro, your breaking is the best in our squad! Omg lol no wonder can attract Yan Ni lah she's like glued to you tsk. Haha you are another sqdm that really has to take care. CAN YOU PLEASE DON'T TANQIANG, GO SEE A DOCTOR WHEN YOU'RE SICK! -.- fever already still never see doctor walao slap you arh AND YOU LIE TO ME LOR you said you'll go see doctor in the end never ): if you do that again i'll slap you lah really. Drink more water, your cough seems quite bad :x and take care of your fingers LOL if you cut them off accidentally before shooting finals then Mdm Yeo will go after your head xD but if she really does never mind, sqdms will sew your head back on for you :D what are sqdms for manxz~

Clarissa Tan Si Hui:
You gay! Haha okay you're one of the best listeners i know so thank you very much for listening to me so much for the past three years :) i guess it's the fact that you're always there to help that brought us closer :D longyueftw i love you xiaobo i can't possibly coordinate with anyone else so well :D and i'm serious 我不要你扛我的天因为我为了 sqdms 就会学会怎么扛我的天，如果你帮大家扛天那你自己怎样？But if you ever need help or whatever look for mememe! 我挺你挺到底！Though i'm not a good listener but i will do the best i can :D i am the squad map remember! :D all you gotta do is READ IT and though you don't take geography i know you can read me very well :) mm seriously thank you very much for everything, you're the one i always high with hahaha and get the best out of NP with (ATC08 - best group ICs! Need i say more ;D) and yet you're the one to always sense when i'm sad and comfort me, and let me know you are there for me 24/7 :) and same old phrase to you: "be strong!" :)

Glenda Tan Yu Fang:
Glenda Tan you are the best, i don't need to say anything else ^^

Lee Puay Ling:
Haha another longyue one! You and your funny zaoxia luo xD haha suddenly i remember the times in DALT room when we were having extra practices with Jinqing ma'am during lunches, then your luo will zaoxia and we'd start laughing while playing! xD haha and all the 171 rides that were so frequent in sec one and two (not frequent anymore in sec three D:) and the scary fate!! (seeing each other on 171 in the morning haha our mo qi too good already :D) haha okay please take care of yourself also, that period of time (around airsoft) when you were injured omg it was damn scary all sqdms were so freaked out and worried for you >< must be strong okay Puayling! We all love you and don't want to see you cry again. Same to you, be strong! Don't ever forget that your sqdms are in everything with you, we're here to give you all the support you need :D oh yah and you are the oldest in our squad lol i just suddenly remembered xD so must jiayou, as our senior in terms of age (lol!) must set good example for us wor :D don't be too tanqiang!

Lian Pei Ting:
BOBO! You are damn gay (and dark O:) haha okay classmate in sec one and two! And like Nicole we were closer back then (omg seems so far away) but it's not like we aren't now yah :) you are epic busy, whyyy ): haha and don't worry about drifting away from the squad okay (same goes to other sqdms) because ben da ye will try to drag you back! ^^ with my magnificent self still so attached to the squad, i am sure that you'll auto get magnetised back :D haha okay Bravo07 mate woohoo! You're one of the nicer people to zihigh with lol like singing cheers until no voice xD and Ecstasymate! Ecstasyftw woohoo! :D heeee we got so much fate :D and PT! Omg i suddenly remembered YOU ARE MY RUNNING BUDDY :) i miss running with you so much omg i realised we ran very little together in sec three argh ): we must run more together! Do more PT together :D and i will beat you in my NAPFA 2.4km again next year i promise xD (one full minute HAHA LAUGH AT YOU :D) jiayou okay smart (but somehow always extremely blur) person! :D and stop crushing on Reb, seriously -.- chao er xin D:

Loy Kheng Wee:
Bravo07! Alpha08! Wo men hen you yuan :D haha yes i agree with J you are a very good listener :D you're the kind of person who i can just shoot my mouth off feeling damn pissed about something and then feel better afterwards :D whee and omg you can sew well haha next time dump present making's sewing stuff on you xD haha and we are always at the busstop together! Then we'll start talking about random things (normally related to NP lol) then your bus will always come first BOOHOO ): ahh and stop growing taller lah and stop saying you're fat can -.- you are like very tall but still very thin wtg then you still say you fat! I poke you arh. Oh and you're one of the only two sqdms who have white specs like me! Woohoo we look dao hahaha and gang hao you're in Dao lol so linked :D mm okay jiayou for your studies! Don't be so stressed lah~ haha alot of people in our squad (i think like our whole squad -.-) studies all die already lor D: argh oh well never mind if studies really die we can all transfer school together :D go join their unit LOL. Okay jiayou jiayou okay! :D

Ng Wen Xian:
Hahahah whenever i talk to you or sometimes just see you, i feel like laughing. You and your pervy clothes! Like skinny jeans (perv!) and checkered berms (perv!) and small shirts (perv!) but yet you still look pretty from the back :D haha and all your spastic ideas for photos, the expressions really damn funny! Most of the time when i laugh at the computer is because i saw a picture of you (and most likely with C and Aircon) doing spas faces lol! Mm and i remember last time when there were times you and i took MRT together without any other sqdms with us, we'd end up talking about BBT and HSH hahaha but sadly i don't really watch it now oh well. Haha and i think you influenced me to eat more seaweed! Tsk tsk. Haha i think if i could give you a presnt i'd just give you money (if i'm rich enough) then you can go buy all the food you want i bet out of 10, 8 will be seaweed. Or maybe i'd just buy you a watch ahem ahem hahahahaha. And i agree with J also you are very logical that sometimes when i talk to you i dont know what to say o:

Puah Yan Ching Alicia:
Woohoo the other white specs person! :D and squad durianhead hahahaa your hair's so spiky, that when i touch it, my hands bleed ): lol and you are damn funny, always get jealous of my unlimited when i massms sqdms! Lol then i shall bombard you with SMSes then you have to reply all and you bao4 your 500 ;D haha okay not so evil lah :D yay the sociable person from our squad! With lots of friends in other NP units :D oh yay Pigeonpoo (do you remember! :D) NPAP08 FTW it was the best ever! :D :D haha i remember going to Coro with you before the parade to eat Golden Rooster and make the keychains for our friends from St Margs and for ma'ams :D yay seriously NPAP08 was really epic best i miss it so much haha and all the trips to Barker together to take bus to HTA, then at the end of the training you'd take my dad's car to Choa Chu Kang station :D yayyy and i didn't die from spending too much time with the poisonous Pigeonpoo! ^^ haha okay seriously now i have the temptation to just send you one SMS saying "unlimited ftw!" and seeing your reaction xD

See Pei Yin:
Dora!! xD haha a cute sqdm who looks like a cartoon character LOL and i'm the squad map so we're from the same cartoon! ^^ whee shitou shitou! :D we are a very non-fail pair of shi yay i love you! I can't possibly wu better with anyone else haha really because with other sqdms i just fail with the shi bei on lol. Haha the 2 Caiqing perfs we did were both very very successful hee :D and Dian Jing was good as well (though i fell :x) yay and the Old Folks Home near my house! Hee so many wushi memories together :D and you're the responsible person who gets many squad admin stuff done! And you are the squad treasurer some more :D oh oh and i used to forward some SMSes to you last time before i got my unlimited then you'll help me massms sqdms hahaha thank you thank you :D whee okay we must do tiao tiao successfully soon i shall do more pumpings and become stronger! :D yay jiayou shitou but seriously dont show me your IH marks or else i might faint D: (or slap you lol) jiayou for 18 July shi perf choreography! :D

Tan Hui Han:
AIRCON! Haha you're so cold, you blow me away~ yay a very cute sqdm haha who eats very slow lol! Your short hair very nice, so cute lah! ^^ hmm okay don't be a sad electrical appliance, sqdms are forever! :D no matter what we are here for you and with you haha. But actually i don't really need to tell you all this, because Aircon you are very 坚强 i swear i have never seen you cry before! (not that i want to! The Aircon i know is always lame and happy :D) yay and you're damn pro omg you can run for 1 hour without stopping O: your running morals are very strong lah hahaha you should seriously influence me to have running morals so that i can have more endurance and run better :D haha and stop being so tickle-scared i want to carry you! Because then i'll feel strong LOL. OH YAH stop the sneak attacks lah!! Your poking skills are damn scary and sudden omg O: -runs away from Aircon- and oh no -Aircon runs after me and she runs for 1 hour straight- >< yay jiayouuuu be a happy Aircon forever and carry on keeping the squad cool! :D

Tan Yan Ni:
You black banana! Haha damn gay lah all your octopus faces xD sometimes i randomly turn around in class and you'd give me that face LOL. Laugh at you and push your cheeks! Haha yay that time we did a Geog pairwork assignment together and got 93% for it omg :D seriously i have never gotten such good grades for anything ever since i came to secondary school. Ni shi pro de ^^ and damn clever omg the weird clever things you do in class... TSK. Scare the living daylights out of me, then without living daylights there is only darkness (you!) HAHA. Yay another Bravo07 and Ecstasymate! ^^ and Mr Ng imitations :D :D remember the photo from NP Day! "same!" lol :) haha you're another sqdm who i find is very very strong because i never see you cry before, and you're always so lame and happy! :D yay must forever stay this lame and happy okay so that i will continue to limp forever, then you can be my crutches since you're shorter than me :D (haha yay this paragraph is so niao, i like~ :D)

Thong Jia Wei Jacinta:
Suagsuag!! Haha WE LOVE WEDNESDAYS BECAUSE GOT ZHA YUN TUN MIAN ^^ last time we used to go canteen together after CC3 lecture and buy zha yun tun mian together! But now lectures aren't on Wednesdays before recess anymore ): oh well but let's still go buy together xD a chiobu! Haha the random thing is that the first time i realised your chio-ness was during Third Class HAHA EPIC WIN! But really very chio lah all sqdms agree, just that you're very suag! Cut hair short then become more chio liao hor hahaha. And Thong ah you really very suag lol but still it makes you cute :D and you and your fake love for Lin Jun Jie arh tsk tsk! I challenge you to sing all of his songs! xD and you scary person, get 30 upon 30 for NAPFA every year D: don't be an emo piak! Don't ever cry again if not i will xin tong :x don't xiang tai duo lah why you always so emo ): if you emo i emo! Don't emo, suagsuag! :)

Wee Jia Ying Lynn:
EGG GIRL! Haha you're like one of the most gay sqdms lor you mei you!! So gay and you stole my mama ): how dare you now he/she ran away with you i'm left with my papa to xiang yi wei ming. D: haha oh yah im NOT going to buy you any chayedan, i didn't get to see you dance!! D< haha okay i miss poking your cheeks and seeing hippo face, i realised we havent done that in a long long time D: ah well haha why are you so white i bet because you keep eating eggs then got alot of dan bai zhi right! Oh no doesn't that mean your cholesterol very high ): never mind lol sqdms will save you i go become doctor and save you :D haha jiayou with your relationship with my ex-mama LOL or with your Peanut Butter hahaah and your cool guy xD seriously lah, thankyoupeanutbutter is damn gay i nearly fainted when i found out the meaning -__- hahaha okay don't kill me after reading this xD or else i'll poke you :D and no please don't try to anyhow do things with ex-mama if not arh i poke you until you faint :D

Wong Mei-yu Esther:
My dear laopo!! :D :D haha you're another sqdm who will always ask me why i'm sad! Lol thanks very much for always listening to me when i'm not happy and then saying nice and sweet stuff to cheer me up :) :) and you're very zihigh hahaha! You'd just go highpitched and start singing :D must stay high and happy okay! Don't get moodswings, i dont like ): dont be sad also! You're sometimes very emo, i dont like! Sqdms are always here for you :D and you really have alot alot of commitments but dont worry i will try my very best to pull you back to us! ^^ and remember Brooks Run! :D haha though we dont have much running morals but i'm glad i ran with you and i'm satisfied with how we did :) oh and STC we kept VC-ing OMG HAHA ^^ you're the only person in the squad who will VC with me!! :D though EVC and GVC are different oh well but VC VC!!! :D haha yay okay i love you forever Laopo! :D SMS me more often i have unlimited woohoo! :D

Zhou Jiajia:
J! You're super philo o.O that sometimes what you said is so cheem i don't know how to reply you ._. haha but that aside, 5 June partner! Omg really i felt so glad after 5 June was over :) UGBC07 and UGBC09! Champion teams ftw :D you seriously damn pro ah indiv second wor :D hahaha and squad hua tsk this year re3 dont know how many scandals already arh! Tsk tsk xD mm and bus or MRT partners! We've been travelling so much together recently haha it's hard not to right :D haha you owe me 2 chayedans!! Lol :D and yes you are the person who i will definitely ALWAYS feng with over ma'ams HAHAHA all the ahem things we did :D see lah i influenced you to be more brave, shouldnt you thank me x) you must believe in yourself more okay, must be the ego pig that you always are :D you ARE pro de lor haha don't worry too much about stuff because sqdms are always here to cheng dan with you :D share with us your problems okay bu yao zi ji Dx and x( then don't want to tell us! Hey, what are sqdms for lor, didn't you say i must learn to rely more :) and 有些话是不用说的 like "I LOVE YOU" but i'll still say anyway :D

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YAY FINALLY DONE. Guess how long i took sqdms! All paragraphs so long okay :D and i shall tell you all 2 random facts.

1. I can memorise the squad alphabetical order very well :D
2. When i massms sqdms i can get everyone's name at one shot! Pro anot ;D

Haha omg i was supposed to have sleepcurfew one hour ago LOL. Hmm sqdms don't always worry about me okay! Remember my name - Tan Qiang :D i will live up to it! :D and i may be uselessly emo at times haha but don't worry they're just phases that i'll get over :) sqdms really thank you for everything, i'm so grateful to you all that i don't think even my life can pay yal back! I love you all alot really :) i'm so lucky to be a part of this squad and i'm really really very lucky to have you all care about me so much :) and don't worry lah i will love you all the most forever :D don't say that i got someone else already because i don't lol sqdms are forever :D

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
:D

41 IS THE LOVE. GOGOALGOLD! ^^

-Tan Qiang :D
P.S. GVC IS VC. ^^

GLENDA TAN :D


who cares what tomorrow shall bring (: you know what, whether you're UH or not we're still your squadmates we still love you. dont pressurize yourself lah i mean this kind of things is like mm leave it to fate to decide (: and we just accept lor. i mean like even if you're not UH but you're like exco then still love unit right. and if you're UH, you wont be one for nothing it means you're capable enough to do the job because lao tian you yan so the UH of cos shi hao de. and plus you have so many capable sqms tinging you so aiya you'll be fine fine fine. and right even if you dont get into exco (totally not possible cos you'll be in) you can do it. i mean k whether we're exco or not, we're squadmates. whether we're exco or not or goals are still same. gogoalgold. and whether we're in exco or not our squad love never dies because sqmship never sinks! :D so dont worry lah, squadmates are here to du guo everything with you. and remember if you're strong you'll survive and you'll keep your dream alive. be the best you can be, and find your destiny. i know you'll be able to do it. go listen to mi mi ji di now (: look out for the wo ting ni ting dao di line its from me to you :D

Hey Squadmates!

Nicole here. I know it's been long since I last posted something...hmmm. anyway squadmates! thanks for all the super touching messages! I cried D: accidentally :X LOL! anyway.

Squadmates, thanks for always being there for me! I know this year, ever since I went to my new class, I stopped coming down for some squad activities like squad lunch and recess. I'm really sorry but then nicole misses you guys alot. really. Sometimes when I walk past squad table I really feel like joining you guys but I can't just dump my classmates. I know you guys are always there at the same squad table every break gossiping abt guys/fa feng-ing/fandoming! although this sounds really weird but when I have breaks with my classmates I will bu zhi bu jue keep looking over at squad table and see you guys laughing about random stuff. sigh. I really miss having breaks with you guys D:

I know this year I've suddenly become weirdly emotional and stressed up. Thanks to my dear squadmates who were always there to listen to my ranting and comforting me! Speaking to squadmates and speaking to my classmates is really different. Somehow when I'm with squadmates, I feel free to express myself in any way (although it is not necessarily good. Sigh. I know I'm really straightforward sometimes! If I've hurt your feelings accidentally, I'm really sorry!). Somehow I think squadmates understand me the best in the entire world and no matter when I feel like breaking down, I can just pick up the phone and dial for any squadmate's number and you guys will be there for me!

Things have changed alot since I've been seperated into different classes from peiting and glenda. I know I've redrawn myself from a lot of squad activites but somehow, suddenly, like clarissa (okay not really), I found out how much I really really really really really love squadmates!!!!

I know i know (again) that I've changed alot this year but thanks to squadmates for always accepting nicole the way she is :) Though my dearest squadmates always say that my bangs are qian bian. always say that i very ai mei. say that my laughter very weird. somehow (aiyo so many somehow -.-) all these stuff are the great memories I have of my adorable squadmates!

squadmates please stop sleeping so late at night! D: I dont want to see you guys so tired and beaten up D: squadmates i dont want you guys to be sick D: i dont want to see squadmates cried because we didnt meet up to our expectations. i dont want to see squadmates upset because of bastards D:

AHHHH! Squadmates I love you all a lot D: I don't want to leave you all at the end of next year D: I really don't want. D: When I leave nanyang, my best memories will be you guys and all the silly lame jokes we crack together...

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squadmates dont forget our squadmateship yah. and dont forget how you made nicole cry because she posted this. D:

my thoughts are super random. ah well...

song dedication: say goodbye by sclub7 :D

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

squidddieeeeesss i shall dedicate you all love poems that i find very beautiful (:

i carry your heart with me by ee cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

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Love Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

//

Valentine by Carol Ann Duffy

Not a red rose or a satin heart.

I give you an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown paper.
It promises light
like the careful undressing of love.

Here.
It will blind you with tears
like a lover.
It will make your reflection
a wobbling photo of grief.

I am trying to be truthful.

Not a cute card or a kissogram.

I give you an onion.
Its fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful
as we are,
for as long as we are.

Take it.
Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring,
if you like.

Lethal.
Its scent will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.

//

I hope you all can appreciate the beautiful words because it's just so nice! But maybe the last two poems aren't very appropriate for our kind of love hahah but anyway you guys are always in my heart somewhere yeah :D

(I HOPE YOU CAN GUESS WHO I AM)

JIAJIA!

THANK YOU FOR YOUR POST I LIKE IT ALOT I LOVE IT:D

you deserve one so here's yours~ :DDDDD

jiajia i love you i really do!:D and im damn touched by your dedication i dont think i got so good but ah nevermind i like it i like it:DDDDD you know, now im like overflowing with love seriously. past few days. k lets just talk about t3w1. its just passed. tgif! and it feels like one month alr. omg jiajia i srsly love your post it pwnned mine hahahaa (: and jiajia xie xie ni rant to me because i like to listen (: mm and like i tell everyone, i'll tell you this too. when you need to rant im always here, and i can be your compass/map/direction sensor because ben da ye shi wan neng de :D hoho bu yong bai bu yong ah! (: mm as i was saying yah so right if you feel your tian gna ta xia lai right. then you faster call the kang2 tian1 hotline (mememe!) then i kang for you alr then when you okay i return to you :D haha and the service is FOC no service charge no GST leh! :DDDDD and 24/7 some more. and haha you know right i really need to thank you for everything lor last time i rmb i used to be damn irritating haha then call you everyday and talktalktalk then i end up talking so much ._. hoho but whatever it is i love you awwww :D i really really love our squad leh i think we're like the best in the world. you know i used to feel empty until today like when i blogged my post then i was half full then you posted then omg i totally overflowing with love :DDDDDDDD xiexieni jiajia (: and sqms i love all of you seriously, NYNP BTW. BEYOND THE WAY BEYOND THE WIN :D squadmates we can do it (: jiajia xie xie ni ^^ i love you :D

Squaddies :D

I love you all loads, and you all brighten up my life.
So bright that it's blinding me!~~~
Though school's a horror and lessons' a bore,
we always have squadmates!

Jiayou, keep the nynp spirit strong (:

OMG CLARTAN!!! you make me want to post too!!!!!!!!!!! IM HAVING A SUPER MIXED FEELING NOW! IM SUPER HAPPY BECAUSE I LOVE SQDMS BUT IM FEELING SUPER DDDx BECAUSE THE TIME LEFT VERY LITTLE!

i feel damn sad that i missed out last year because i seriously lost the passion for nynp after sec 1!!!! SRY SQDMS! but i started feeling it super strongly again this yr!!!! SQDMS ROCK!
hmm lets go by class(then alphabetically if needed):

PUAYLING! I LOVE U BEING MY SHI WEI!!! we are a skinny shi but we're pro!!! although i haven succeeded tiao tiao on u be4 but i hope i will get the chance to!!! u're the person that huangs with me during caiqing in the shi!!! then one that i grab all the orange peel from and hope that i'll be able to throw them out far far away~! the person that holds me when doing tan4 jiao3! I LOVE YOU SHI WEI!

PEITING! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SMILEY!!! +) u're the person that lives next door!(3/2) pro at chinese and CUTE! every time i look at u i want laugh already!!! xDDD the person that likes to take a lot of photos! the person that makes me happy just by smiling!!! the person that looks like a teddy bear that is nice to hug!!(though i dun hug ppl) the person that is gd at comforting ppl too!!! xDDD

SUAG! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SUAG!!! cause i can suan u! and i always get to! you can continue to try to suan me back! xDDD the person that scolds ppl that call me jj because of ur idol! the person that does weird things during mo! the person that never fails to go "oh shit jap hw!" the person that turned into a mei2 nv3 after cutting her hair short! the person that is emotional and makes me feel bad sometimes for suan-ing u! but i suan u cause i love u!!! xDDD

PEIYIN!(pain) I LOVE YOU FOR BEING CHEERY!!! you are cheery and good at handicraft! i love the nyst(what is that called) thing you made!!! its really nice!!! and thx for being so morally upright against me who has screwed logics!!! thx for being responsible against a bunch of irresponsible and lazy ppl! you're the person that was in aunties with me for stc! you're the person that always goes "jiajia!" when i say something self-thought-to-be-logical! xDDD

NICOLE! I LOVE YOU FOR (not ur laughter) BEING HIGH!!! so pls dun be not high xDD although i dun like ur laughter but ur always saying weird and random things that make me laugh just looking at u say them!! most of the time im not laughing at what u say but im laughing at u!!! xDDD (thats not a bad thing btw xDDD) you're the person that laughs unexpectedly loud at inappropriate times! the person that listens me niao glenda! the person that is in UGBC TEAM 2 WITH ME! xDDD

KHENGWEE! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING A GOOD LISTENER!!! for listening to my crap in sec 1 and 2! although we were in different cliques in class, we would wait for each other then rush down to meet sqdms! xDDD the person that is logical which contrasts me! the person that argues with me! xDDD the person that comforted me when i needed it in sec 1 and 2!!(although i bet u dun remember) xDDD

ZIHAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING NICE!!! the person that waves to me when walking pass although its expected that i may dao cause i always nvr see!!! the person that plays the piano well!! xDD(although u always play it suddenly when no one is looking!) you're the person that says random things that sometimes i really dun get!! the person that works hard and trains hard!!! xDDD i want to run with u in the morning if i get the chance next time!! xDDD

CAOJI! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING BLUR!!! the person that talks about a different topic when we're talking!! xDDD the person that sits beside me for jap lesson!! the person that wants to kill tan sensei with me!!! you're the person that makes me damn happy just by changing topic to talk bout something else!! the person that states random comments!!! the person that i enjoy talking bout anime with!! CODE GEASS FTW! xDDD the person that i always talk in chinese(&jap) with!!! xDDD

GLENDA! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE!!! haha you're most of the time there(literally) when i am! the person that was there with me throughout JUNE 5! the person that takes bus with me! (although now u got someone else to take with liao) xDDD the person that is super tan qiang and can forget to take medicine!! the person that i have said "i dun squadmate you liao" the most to!! the person that loves sqdms too much, works super hard and puts everything on herself!!! the person that says that sqdms 有些话是不用说的 but yet always tries to ask me what i want to say!!! xDDD the person that goes to the store with me and stays until late late!!! the person that share the same feng1-ness with me when it comes to ma'ams!! the person that makes me send weird messages to yung hian ma'am!!! xDDD the person that makes me do all sorts of weird stuff!!! (omg glenda i got too much things to say to u, spend too much time jiu shi zhe yang lah~, but anw, u can feel the rest of it since sqdms 之间有些话是不用说的)

YANNI! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING AN OCTOPUS!!! or issit a squid? the person that does weird and random actions to me when i see u from like 100m away! the person that studies super hard and is damn smart!!! the person that enlightens me when it comes to cheem english words!!! the person that has a very cute and nice hair now but chooses to tie it up just because its hot!! xDDD you're the person that goes for the same clep lecture as me! the person that tells me weird countries and random facts during mo! xDDD

CLARTAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING UNPREDICTABLE!!! although sometimes its predictable! but omg ur the most extreme person i knw! the person that influences me damn easily!! the person that comforts me the most!! the person that wrote weird letters to me in sec 1!!(that i still treasure of cos!!!) the person that seriously makes me happy just talking to u!!! the person that keeps her emotions to herself and carries mine when i complain to her!!! the person that will always sense it when i feel down!! the person that is such a nice person!!!(just that she doesnt knw) the person that can be SUPER EGO at times!!!xDDD you're the person that says random things to express ur love for sqdms!!! the person that can be too rash but i hope we will always be there to stop u in time!! xDDD the person that sometimes has attitude problem but its not as bad as u think it is!! you're too considerate! the person that can high with u at super random times!! xDDD (omg another sqdm i hav too much things to say)

ALICIA! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING SPORTING!!! the person that has no difficulty communicating with anybody!! xDDD the person that cuts her hair super short so it stands! the person that comes up with weird ideas like going for hair for hope!!! i really want to go!!! but my parents dun allow! the person that looks cute without specs in the morning! xDDD the person that is super funny and i feel is chao friendly even though we're not friends, we're SQDMS!!! you're the person that i can talk a lot of crap with! xDDD

WENXIAN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING LOGICAL!!! the person that i love debating with for hours because we both dun giv up and in the end normally we still dun get a conclusion! the person that loves physics with me!!! xDDD the person that is super selective with what she is going to do!! the person who tells me random facts that she finds because of her superb and amazing curiousity! xDDD the person that is damn damn damn smart(probably the smartest in the sqd) but never finishes her homework because she is a perfectionist!!! the person that makes the most sense if u take her words seriously! xDDD the person that questions things and makes me think a lot!!! xDDD the person that can tell me weird stuff like "eh i haven bathe yet leh" at like 1am!!! the person that i can talk to until like 3am in the morning about super random but logical stuff!!! in other words, the person that can be philosophical with me!!! xDDD aiya too much stuff.

LYNN! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING CUTE(and gay)!!! you're the person that can read my mind!!! the person that has given me wonderful birthday presents that i ask for!!! thank you for the snail last yr! and the green tea, katekyoshi hitman reborn poster and the card (which was supposed to play a song when i open it) this yr!!! the person that goes for hip hop lesson with me and malu ourselves there!! the person that can split and do amazing stuff!! the person that loves chayedan and i still owe u one!!! xDDD the person that accepts my weird suggestions like making the passion card with the printed name as EGG GIRL!! the person that makes me believe weird stuff!! the person that laughs at me for being suag!(like the thermometer and toilet incident) the person that i wished could stay in the same jap class as me this yr! the person that sat beside me for jap last yr! the person that i aim to beat! xDDD the person that understand fully the double meaning of onion! o.o too much stuff again...

AIRCON! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING COLD!!! the person that blows me with cold air and cools down my ego!! the person that runs with me in the morning!!! the person that we interchange complains!!! xDDD the person that rants her anger with me!! the person that has the same running morals as me!! the person that also tells me weird countries during mo!!! xDDD and slps in mo super obviously!!! the person that works hard and makes me work hard at the same time!!! the person i reason with bout weird issues!!! the person that understand a lot of things!!! xDDD the person i talk emotional stuff with!!! the person that pokes me all the time!!! (and sneak-attacks me!!!) xDDD another person that keeps at least half of her sad face away!!! the person that gives me weird and gay smiles from far away~! the person that is super spastic but u'll never knw at first sight!! the person that i can eat with for 30 min and can spend the next 2hrs sitting there and having a one-sided speech!! xDDD oops.

ESTHER! I LOVE YOU FOR BEING WEIRD!!!(unique!xDDD) you're the person that would start jumping for no reason and get high! or suddenly get pissed and something and look scary!! the person that can be super rationale if u want to be but can get ur morals screwed when u want it to be!!! xDDD the person that has a cool house that i love to go!!! the house with taps that i wasnt able to use on the first try! you're the person that likes to go high and dance!!! like dancing nobody and sorry sorry!!! the person that can be loud!! the person that can just think of really random stuff to do!!!(like race with suag in the quad form sqd circle to the end of the quad -.-) the person that sounds cute when trying to speak chinese!! the person that is hardworking and smart with stuff that gravitates todays LA and humanities! the person that can just use cheem english without any difficulty!! xDDD the person that is basically weird!!(i mean unique!!!) xDDD (long~)

HAHA SRY SQDMS THAT I WROTE SHORTER STUFF TO! THE LONGER MSGS ARE MEANT TO THANK THOSE SQDMS THAT IM REALLY GRATEFUL TO ALL THIS 3 YEARS!!!

i dun think i left anyone out other than myself but i talk to myself too much so it doesnt really matter xDDD

a quote from italo calvino "Memory really matters...only if it binds together the imprint of the past and the project of the future, it it enables us to act without forgetting what we wanted to do, to become without ceasing to be, and to be without ceasing to become."In other words, our memory has to be strong enough for us to act without forgetting what we wanted to do, to learn without ceasing to be the same person, but it has to be weak enough to allow us to keep moving into the future.

Our memory has to be strong enough to remember what we have done together but it has to be weak enough for us to forget the bad stuff that has happened before and continue moving on as a squad! we must gogoalgold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YO SQDMS:D

this post is going to be for all of you (: and mm no matter what troubles we're facing now, whether squad or individual or class or whatever, remember squadmates are always here (: always here im serious. you know every morning once i step into school the first thing i'd be doing is to look for a bunch of people sitting in quad, some wearing np jacket, some combing their hair some with their cute little bangs and some studying. but no matter what, i'd be extremely happy. because my tree is there:D my shelter is there and i love being in that quad circle in the morning because i feel very loved because its super cozy. and after 7 more sqdms start strolling in and the circle gets bigger and bigger it feels very very very good sqdms shld all come in the morning :D then we'll chat/talk/study/stone and then go for class. i think its all these little things in life that represents the importance of squadmateship ^^ think about it. we only have around one more year to continue this in the quad. and the quad is like our di pan for mornings :D and also during act time so its alot of significance. its one of the things that brightens up my ny life :D and thankyou squadmates, for providing me with such love i can never feel elsewhere. i think yal must be thinking (esp nicole LOL) why is clarissa tan so weird suddenly ai si sqms but then mm nicole, the love has always been here and i really really appreciate sqdms alot yal are my natural cure really (: sometimes when im walking towards the circle i feel very erm xin wei lol and its like ah i just want to smile when i kan dao ni men :D

and yah yal are my medicine also! that day when i walked into school looking like a pale ass cos i was gna vomit then i saw yal i felt alot better im serious. not exaggerating :D and i was very gan dong :D haha and i really love yal because i can feel all of your passions :D and no matter how dark it gets, no matter how dark it got, no matter what storms are awaiting us, we have braved them together, we'll brave them together now and forever. k forever sounds lame -.- anyway mm 2009's been interesting :D and mm like ncoship is sailing towards us we'll take it in stride and im sure we can do well :D because we're batch 41. and we know what we want (gogoalgold:DDDDD) and we're all caring towards one another. most importantly we have the spirit. and the passion. all we need is assurance which we soon will get because of the passion that is going to spark and ignite all the burning hearts of everyone :D

jiayou squadmates :D the ship never sinks ^^ and i appreciate this line alot alot alot i love you guys squadmates :) i think our squad cheng zhang le hen duo now we're all individually busy but im sure everyone agrees with me that when you see your squadmate you'll feel home. and for me the only thing left in ny that has meaning is squadmates and nynp. because of squadmateship that is like braces (yay my braces can take out soon) mm although we always change colour for braces, the wire is forever there (: like us! no matter how our lifestyles differ the wire binds us there :D and whether we like it or not its there (: and im sure all of us likes it so mm squadmates "not daring to dream is the greatest disability in this world" thus we all should dream and dream and dream and put our dreams to actions so we'll achieve alot, as a squad. remember ben da ye's motto for our squad yo. gogoalgold :D NYNPCC, ABOVE THE WORLD, WE'LL SHINE.

no more uopa gold deficiencies, no more spfnpcc deficiencies. its our aim.
ho peng kee, peter szeto yee, and khoo boon hui challenge trophies! wo men lai le.
UOPA GOLD, WE ARE ALL STARING AT YOU, PRINTED WITH NANYANG GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL ON IT.
squadmates, wo men dou shi chao yue zi ji de ying xiong and all of us, all 17 of us, are on board the greatest ship in this world, SQUADMATESHIP 041.