I feel that failure just slapped me in the face. I've been doing badly for my maths, and my teacher is not very pleased about it too. The thought of it frightens me, shiverss. I have been feeling all wrong over, feeling stupid, and feeling sick. I almost puked today.
And I am tensed up for so many things, that is when cookiemonster appears. When I'm veryveryvery stressed. So even though he is a cute thing, it's quite bad that he appears. And I've been keeping something to myself, inside me for very long and I feel very horrid about it.
To get my mind off all the painful and stressful stuff, I decided to listen to all the songs I used to love when I was in primary school, it works like a charm sometimes. It makes me less confused and contradicting inside. Enough about my troubles and everything.
Okay, so I'm slacking to blog here, and tomorrow is our first time doing campcraft as a squad! Let's all get excited about it. (: I know some squadmates get very happy about it. JIAYOU okay!
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