=/ actually i dun exactly hav something relevant to say... but nvm irrelevant things are there to allow us to knw what is relevant xD
haven blogged here for a long long long... time

everybody has sad times in one way or another, some minor some major... but sad times are there to make a contrast... tell us what happy times are... normally we dun see the happy times (aka take it for granted)... able to live one day more is a very fortunate thing... maybe some will say another day would be torture... but nothing is permanent... another day is another hope... to be able to receive happiness... if u giv up u are giving up ur own chance for happiness... every real thing has its positives and negatives... but y search for its negatives（吹毛求疵）? is death always bad? no it can be a escape from upcoming tragedies, but at the same time it steals ur chance of witnessing good stuff xD
my mum just told me not long ago that i like to 逃避现实... cause i always watch anime and play a lot of com games... i guess its quite true... cause in animes, if the character has a negative point... it is most probably made on purpose... but its nice to be able to watch something that is created to one's liking... however, thats y its FAKE... adults dun watch because they are too used to whats real and forget y fake things exist... to fill one's hunger for one's own world for "perfection" which may exist in real depending on one's definition for it xD

happiness comes quite often actually if u think about it... just a REAL smile or a REAL laughter is happiness... if u think bout it... do u at least smile or laugh once a day? compared to whether u cry at least once a day... which one stands on majority... oh i emphasise on REAL cause u dun laugh or smile just because u hav to... dun put on a brave front... cause u will confuse urself on whether u are happy or sad... xD

im just typing what comes to my mind... i dun plan stuff... let nature take its course xD give and take... if u dun give how to take? u only got 2 hands, 1 head, 1 neck, 1 body, 2 legs in general... unless u make a story that has living creatures with unlimited capacity like doraemon xD but as i said... its a STORY xD

this post doesn't exactly hav a topic... unless u find one xD u should choose to ignore it cause it'll most probably waste ur time... i should type this at the starting cause by the time u read till here... end liao xD